more than confused almost trapped

By DrAe on Sat, 02-18-12, 18:12

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Hi I consider myself bisexual. I was raped at the age of 5 and molested several times over the years. My first consensual relationship was at the age of 12 with my neighbor she was 14 we did way more than played house. I knew every inch of her body intimately! I feel better with girls but i have only been in relationships with guys since! I am sooo jacked up been with current BF for 6 years.

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By CK on Tue, 02-21-12, 10:51

Have you considered therapy to help you deal with the issues your rape has played upon your sexual relationships? I'm curious if you feel more comfortable with woman why you have chosen to be with a man for the last 6 years? There is absolutely nothing wrong with being attracted to woman and if you feel more secure being with a woman, would it perhaps be a move to be more true to yourself to start dating woman?

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CK

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By puerto rican princess on Tue, 02-21-12, 11:20

someboy please give me some advice im so confused and broken somebody i need someone to talk too

you took my silence you stole my heart you told me lies you took what you wanted. you called me names you made me feel worthless i felt so horrible felt as if it was my fault. i had no control happend so many times it some how became normal after a while. i really thought i was nothing really thought no one would love me as much as i felt you did before you would start psysically attacking me . i said no i said stop you wouldn't listen so i wait for it to be all over. you pushed me down you pushed my face in the pillow i can only sleep certain ways all because of what you have done insonmia have become my friend . today my silence is broken ready to speak out you raped me and i hate you.

ptsd is ruining my life..........

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